sooooo….. its been a while since i really thought and expressed myself soo decided to create a tumblr so i can bloog about the life that i havent tap into for a while .
anyways what is friend? what does that word mean? cause i know i beeen thru alot of fake ones in my life, those who pretend to care and listen but never really follow through. in my opinion, like in every relationship its about love and take. youicant just keep taking advantage of a person and not give anything back unless that is your intention. All relationship is about putting in times and effort like being there foir the other person even when all you can hear is them crying, just being around long enuff tomake the other person feel okay; i n hope to get sometihing back is it not? i feel lonely sometimes like i have no one to talk to and i feel like i just bottle everything up inside and when i explode i just feel like what i feel doesnt even matter at all. </3
I mish how everything was but then again everything happens for a reason. sometimes i look back and think about how foolish i was to had stand up for myself. and to had decided to not care anymore. but then i also begin to realize that if you really cared, you would had tried to stop me :(
where are all the “true” friends in this world?
‘Cause i need one T^T
