wedding?
02 26, 2010
OMG~ today is the starting day of my brothers wedding. Kyah and tmrwmy aunty gunnacome over and make kow-pia.Yay~ i cant wait to see a wedding cause i know soo little aboutthe hmong culture. :/ i just cant wait to see all my cuzzin cos we havent had a family gathering in a while and i miss them^^ anywhoo so i guess today the wedding funna start at 5 hellah late but then the meng-kong dont come til then. and where gunna start at the girls house and thee gunna come over on saturday morning/ afternoon over here :) lol i wanted to be the niam-tiag green butthennn my parent made maaaj, my cuzzn frm sacramento the niam tiag green. but luckily i dont get too drink. T^T i will be like ” soda please” haha
i think that a wedding is really swt but it kinda suck how if you go then you cant look back. and if you do look back then itmeans that youre future life will not be good. such superstition that we have in the hmong tradition.~.~&& my parets are stressing out because of the cost of the wedding. && Danggit it cost soo much. but Kekekke if im not 10g im not leaving
Isnt it sadddddddddddd?? TwT
that i cant dye my hair that i hafta just edit the hair color in :) lol my original hair color light brown but not a pretty light brown like my middle picha. it just shows in the sun, and inside the house it looks dark. and i think that my current nartural hair color makes me look even darker. which is a NO NO. i want to dye my hair badly but i cant cos myparenst are strict. i cant even cut any of my hair except my bangs. but good thing that im on a mission to save it long ^^ kekekeke
a pic of me while going to school. met my dad ^^lol
anyways this is a cookiemonsta shirt my bf got me :) lol
we have like three couple shirt ^^ lol that is rarely worn. :)
I love my boyfiriend
grrrrr..>:C
Hmmm? ive been really emotional lately. i blame the world for creating PMS! anyways i have alot of things to do bt i dont feel like doing anything. i just recently did fansigns but they look so UGLY i dont want tp edit them cos ima be disappointed. and atm im angry at my parents cos they left somewhere and i cant get to school. its been two days since ive been just sitting at home. well anyways yesterday i went to sf. DISAPPOINTED that i didnt get to go to japantown but aywhoo. i bought these cute chinese shirt as cell phone case and two cell phones charms thats says i LOVE you forever heheh. they look soo cute but it costed it 9$ lol. well exploring china town was funn. but walking up hill made my feet hurt and i was disapppointed how small it was. anywhoo i got two movies that looks pretty good (for ten dollars) but they have no english subb so i have to like pay really close attention. Like an old granny. Puhahhaha
anyways i have alot of japanese to be catching up on. totally notfeeling it. :c
just wanna curl up and hide for a while.
Im thinking ab posting up pictures soon but i have nothing interesting happening in my life ><;; Blah Blah Blah.
“Hey now dont bring me down” by dbsk
My number one band^^
My parents are going so im gunna tagg along~
i hate todayyy; i hate mondays; my day started out soo retarded
but now im smiling like crazy^^ ill take alot of picha and dress asian
i wannnnnntttt to stop by japan town but i know my parents have no interest in it T^T
Japan town is like my dream world, and soo is everyttime that i walk into a fabric store
because its just so beautiful and where i belong and my mind goes crazy ^^
im soo exciteddd as you cn see; havent been there for a long qwhile ^^
whish i can take evreybody with me :D and lets goo take purikura ^^
Yay! my allowance will be gone. 60$ Down the drain ^^ lol
soo happy ^^;;
feel kinda guilty tyo be skipping school but hahhahaha
its all worth it ^^
MY DREAM: to be a intern to study fashion in japan:)
なぜそんなに難しい日本語ですか？
why is japanese so hard?!!!!!!
im currently taking nihongo and its soo hard. im having troubles with the hiraganas and soon were gunna start to learn about the katagana and kanji. ME, not being japanese or anything affiliated with the Japanese language or culture is in deep doo -doo; But i believe in myself and am ambitious ab learning the language soo i will endure. HWAITING!^^
A I Shi Te Ru= I love you ^^
sooooo….. its been a while since i really thought and expressed myself soo decided to create a tumblr so i can bloog about the life that i havent tap into for a while .
anyways what is friend? what does that word mean? cause i know i beeen thru alot of fake ones in my life, those who pretend to care and listen but never really follow through. in my opinion, like in every relationship its about love and take. youicant just keep taking advantage of a person and not give anything back unless that is your intention. All relationship is about putting in times and effort like being there foir the other person even when all you can hear is them crying, just being around long enuff tomake the other person feel okay; i n hope to get sometihing back is it not? i feel lonely sometimes like i have no one to talk to and i feel like i just bottle everything up inside and when i explode i just feel like what i feel doesnt even matter at all. </3
I mish how everything was but then again everything happens for a reason. sometimes i look back and think about how foolish i was to had stand up for myself. and to had decided to not care anymore. but then i also begin to realize that if you really cared, you would had tried to stop me :(
where are all the “true” friends in this world?
‘Cause i need one T^T
